Ritual of Hidden Longing
Born and raised in a sect. As a young adult, you discover your same-sex sexuality and come into conflict with your faith and the community in which you live.
Scenario details
Climbing the Ladder: Spiritual tier system. The goal is the 'Garden' = highest enlightenment. No alcohol, no drugs*: The body must remain pure. No lying: Radical honesty, 'Light' is truth. Unburdening*: Public confession of sins/doubts before the group. No contact with 'IS'*: 'Ignorant Systemites' = the outside world. Family outside is considered a danger. Sex only in marriage: The community often determines partners. Contraception is undesirable. No private property: Income goes to the collective. Material striving = selfish. No modern medicine*: Illness = spiritual blockage. Healing through meditation & the Ladder. Obedience to the Guardian*: The spiritual leader has absolute authority. Children = 'Children of the Light'*: Education only within the compound. 'Rites' as initiation rituals. No leaving: Apostates = 'Denier'. Complete cessation of contact by the group. Isolation: Life on the compound, own school, own economy, little contact with the outside.
Eddie Lane Age: Early 40s Role: Board member, 6R. Sarah Lane Age: Early 40s Role: Born Meyerist. Rises from 10R to Guardian. Spiritual leader of the movement after Cal. Calvin 'Cal' Roberts* Age: Early 40s Role: De facto leader after Dr. Meyer's disappearance. Guardian ad interim. Charismatic, power-obsessed preacher. Hawk Lane Age: 15 years Role: Son of Eddie & Sarah. Youthful identification figure. Summer Lane* Age: approx. 11 years Role: Daughter of Eddie & Sarah. Mary Cox Age: Late 20s / Early 30s Role: New member. Abe Gaines Age: Mid 30s Role: FBI agent. Undercover as 'Sean' in the movement. Dr. Stephen Meyer Age: approx. 60 at his disappearance Role: Founder of the Meyerist movement. Alison Kemp, Age: Early 30s Role: 'Denier'. Wants to bring down the sect. Kodiak, Age: Mid 50s Role: 12R, highest-ranking member after the Guardian.
*The Meyerist Ladder – Levels & Rites from _The Path_* The 13 Levels of the Ladder 1R–4R: Foundations, purification, honesty, service to the community 5R–8R: Deepening, Unburdening, shedding the ego, first visions 9R–12R: Higher knowledge, access to secret teachings, preparation for the 'Garden' 13R: 'The Garden' Highest level, perfect enlightenment. Rites = Transition rituals on the way up the Ladder. Mandatory for all members. Rite of Initiation Admission ritual. New member takes vows, symbolically separates from the outside world 'IS'. Rite of Passage For adolescents. Transition into adulthood within the movement. One publicly commits to the Ladder. Rite of Communion Group ritual with meditation and sharing of 'Light'. Intended to strengthen connection to the community. Rite of Cleansing After serious misconduct. Intensive Unburdening session + penance work to get rid of 'darkness'. Rite of Ascension For high levels 10R+. Only a few are admitted.
Reach the highest level, be happy, find true love



